Hey, It has been a really long time since I have been to this site; but I'm back again. Now lets see, where to start. Hmm, about 3-5 weeks ago I was having some rough times, I mean it wasn't anything special. The typical teenager times I'm sure you all know of, the usual I am fed up with everything and everyone and just want to go far away from here and cry the night away situation. Well, this is were it gets good; My troubles where becoming pretty harsh and had been taking a toll on me, then one night I went out with Erik and some of these girls he meet (Heather, *Lisa*, and someone else I still don't know). I thought Lisa was pretty cute and I wanted to get to know her, but I didn't take the opertunity too, so the night went on and eventually came to an end. I kept thinking to myself what would have happened if I became friends and got to know her, how things would have changed.

A couples of weeks had passed and things were becoming intense again and I just wanted everything to go away. Then Erik asked me if I wanted to go with him to Lisa's house for a hot tub party, "Sure, why not" I said to him, remember at this time I still wasn't sure who Lisa was. We went to her house and It was pretty good, meeting some people I knew a long time ago and such. The party had come to an end and I stayed behind and talked to Lisa for a bit then went home.

I can't remember if it was the next day or a couple days after I phoned her or talked to her on msn, but eventually we started to know eachother a little better. I became really interested in her and asked her out, so now we are dating and it is amazing. All my problems went away, and she turned my life around (I don't mean to brag to those who don't have g/f's or b/f's).

It's the 20th of Decemeber and tomorrow is my Birthday. I worked until 11pm tonight and got home around 11:20. The only things on my mind right now is, Lisa, and how down I feel right now. I am not sure why I feel down, but I feel just like letting some tears out. I think it might just have been the fact I'm tired and I worked until 11. Maybe it's just one of those days you just can't seem to get around. I'm already starting to feel a bit better, but this week is going to be so fucking long. I just want to get to the weekend and be able to see Lisa and to have my car back.

Thanks for taking time and reading this guys. I know I seem like the guy who is never down but we all have troubles along the way; sorry about the long wait for another entry...Anyways, have a good night.